SuperTawaifaQueen

Hello!! 

Sorry for being gone for a long time, I've been really busy with cosplay and work!
I'm opening small commissions if you're interest I made a post where I explain everything!
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If you still have any questions after this please send me a note~
That's all! 

Okay I made this little thing here to help me out a little.. lately it's been really hard for me. The only thing I can do in exchange is small sketches if guys want!! Just dm if anything!! Thank you so much💕
ko-fi.com/A7781QI5

Wow.. I can't thank you guys enough for helping me reach over 500 followers!
All of you guy's support means a whole lot for me. I've never been confident about my art, but seeing all you guys being nice to me and be there and appreciate my art just makes me speechless. I know there's a bunch of better artist than I am who has thousands of followers but I don't mind. Just having a few people who are there to enjoy what I do couldn't make me happier.

Again, Thank you guys so much
also, I made a Twitter account, so you guys can follow me there as well!
twitter.com/Tawafflers

and here's my latest speed drawing;

I recently bought a capture card for my wii u so I started making more videos on youtube!
I made a new series called ''Splatoon hates snipers'' and it involves commentaries and funny moments.
Feel free to watch and subscribe to my channel to help me support this series!

Here's a link to the latest video I've upload// thanks for your support

You know sometimes in life, you're kinda confused on everything. I'm at some point where everything seems to be so dark and depressed. I mean, my entire life if based of pain. And I wanna be clear on that, I'm not only talking about my internet life but mostly my in real life too. I can't even keep up with how many times that I've been pulled down. People I respected and shared affection started to betray me ever since last year. Now it's just too hard to handle. Even if I don't look like a sad person, deep inside, I really am. I just prefer to think positively and act like everything if fine while it's not.

I feel trapped. Beyond life and death.
I've suffered way too much, at some point that I've turned insane about it.

Is it actually normal to cry everyday and remember yourself how much of a jerk people have been to you?
I know I've sometimes acted pretty dumb and said mean stuff to people.. But gosh I always go back and apologizes to them so many times that it becomes annoying. 

I'm not asking for advice or anything, I just wanted to share my feelings. This is really how I feel. 
Some people complains that I complain that I don't have anyone to talk to. Maybe it's true, but it just doesn't seem like it at times.

I just wanna be.. free. Free from those past memories that will never come back again.
I'm just sick of acting dumb and ruining everything I do.

I'm sorry for this, but I just want to give up..